untouched
I don't understand why I always try to communicate with them. I really don't. Why do i even bother to open my mouth and tell them how i'm doing in school and what I'm troubled by? I know they can't help me. They will just make me feel even wose. I'll jsut end up crying even mroe and feel even more upset. They will just thrust the knife embedded in my chest even deeper, the tears in my eyes more stinging.I tell them because i feel compelled to. THey are afterall, my parents, the beings who gave me my life on this earth.
I feel so distant from them, its like we're miles apart. I don't know anything about their thoughts, and they in turn, don't understand me.
Maybe we're jsut one f=of those stereotypical families who live in a nice big house and a nice car, and share a nice formal relationship with each other.
Nothing beyond that.
posted by Jame @ 11:24 PM
5 Comments:
haiyah i alot of times also like tht..den always think tht my mama very dao..=X so u're not alone lah =) haha..cheer up :) anywae at least u talk it out and tell them..better than keeping to urself rite..hehe..anywae can always find other pple to talk to im sure =) cheer up cheer up (:
heyyy jaime (:
cheer up!! i think it's really good that at least you make the effort to communicate, i guess. ^^ i suppose your parents DO care, it's just that maybe they're busy with things or are sure that you're already kinda satisfied with your life (which I certainly hope you are) since you tell them about things (unlike some repressed/depressed kids?) so they don't really bother so much. do I make sense? [i hope i'm helping. =/] but just remember that (i'm sure) your parents love you lots, and they really care about you, and that's what matters. ^^
<3!
ahh i'm not good at this sort of stuff.. but whatever it is dearie you can come and look for me i give hugs for free!!!! -huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug- don't be so blue, you're cuter when you're cheery! =)
-janiceeee <3333 loves you!
I really wish you had an LJ for me to keep tags on.
I'm glad you do tell them things, and it's not your fault that you do. I know how your parents are like, and although I may not be the most familiar with your situation as of now, I know you're trying your best and they don't seem to be appreciating it as of now. Whatever it is, you're never a failure, and we loveeee you. ::snug::
OMG MAE! I never knew you actually came here! I feel so warm and fuzzy now ^^ LJs just make me very confused >_<"
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