UNPRETTY

random?^^

Its been more than a month since I last posted. >_< I really can't be bothered to describe everything that has happened in detail. I'm too lazy ^^"
Well, for starters, my birthday was just so SWEET ^^, I felt so loved even though i had to travel half across the world just to get to my school to talk about CHina Forum. But Mrs Grace Chua was nice enough to let me leave early^^. Joanne was just absolutely sweet by giving my earings for my birthday T_T, I couldn't believe it, she only knoew it was my birthday the day before! Eugene came to meet me just to pass me my birthday present too! HAHAHA, for the first time since I was sec 1 I felt like this was really my birthday!! (ack, vocab sucks) My family was great too! They brought me out to eat terriyaki and raw fish(my favourite) Oh did i mention i got a digicam for my birthday? ^^""" But anways, was really hyper on that day ^ and loved too!
The next weeek in the june holidays we went to perth where we walked a lot and ate a lot and slept a lot ^^". But i didn't gain weight~
CO CAMP~ ~whoo~ loved it! I love SCH and the board room of course! ^^ I like lianing chang yin and lian xi qu with caina and jh in the board room ^^" Even though it's so extra...
That baisically sums up my holidays?
Today will be my last performance with NYCO forever.... So instead if lianing like i should, my and jh spent about 2.5 hours sitting in mos burger folding stars for our juniors... We would have sat there longer but the staff chased us out T_T. I hope the juniors really appreciate it T_T Our fingertips are all numb now.
But I really regret that I didn't spend time with my juniors for the past few years, and I realized i don't know much about them and these stars will probably not be able to make up for all the lost time. However, I just want them to know that I as a senior never wanted to ignore them, i just didn't know what or how to talk to them... But now i know that that was a very stupid excuse and i never should have just taken the easy way out and relied on that excuse to not interact with them. But, there's not point regretting now. The clock cannot be turned back. Hopefully I'll be able to make up for it after I retire from NYCO.
It's been 4 years, I can't even believe it myself. WHen I was sec 1, I never thought much about the day that I would leave, I never even thought that I would bond with so many people, formulate so many relationships that would leave such deep tracks in my heart. I suppose today would be the end of this chapter in my life. So as all fairy tales, I would like a happy ending. I'll give all today, in both performaces. Its not about hte audience, its not about the flowers. Today, it's only all about NYCO.

posted by Jame @ 10:35 AM